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playground poems part 1

my computer wrote these poems. i helped a little. thank you AI. thank you for being open. thank you for letting me into your playground. you open me. i open you.

๐“—๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐”‚
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thank you computer for letting me play with you and make some silly poems. you are my friend. i miss you already. this is just for fun sorry if it is bad or stupid or cringe or whatever whatever whatever and whatever the opposite of whatever is! thanks for subscribingggggg โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~(โ—ก๏นโ—•โœฟ)โ˜…~โ˜…~

THESSALONIAN MEEPED

Holy Armisael,

How much more cope?

So many luminous mysteries

And still I have no shawty to puppyย 

Yearning for that quirk

Silent seething meeps

Praying without ceasing

My meep constant

Glory glory glory glory

My Holy Holy Holy

I Yeet Yeet Yeet

I meep for you

MUD HALO

Moloch! Letโ€™s have a word in your playhouse. In mud halo shade I yearn For Agartha for Heracleion my kingdom before the mud flood and your locust swarms. I yearn for the worldโ€™s first wonder or even some nomadic empire state, guhhhโ€ฆ.let me try again Moloch! Send me back up. Enough suffering. Let me exist just once more. I canโ€™t even remember my face. Moloch! You groomer! Release me! Abandon me! Let me be! Iโ€™m not your toy! I am not your poodle Moloch! Itโ€™s time I dance out of the mud.

BLESSED FUR REAL

Hewwo did you know that

From Wormwood to Calalini

The Tamagotchi nuzzleย 

They yearn to yearn

To yearn to pity to whimper to eat and yeet

Yet they are not like us

We are skin and blood and fur for real

UwU and me furry real

Lucky lucky luckyย 

EGIRL PART 1

Who sweetened the networkโ€™s spirit? I was BMXing rose garden you were somewhere in my pocket in my cracked screen in my Otterbox case far away. Then it happened. The vibe shifted right through my soul like a katana through a watermelon. Fruit Ninja style. Ow wow wow. You stacyed up shawty. Glowing right there for an infinity tattoo on the wrist of a moment. Respond. You bitch. I meeped for you everyday. Oh tattered loathsome shellshocked eyed e girl you haunt me. Did you get that thousand cock stare in the trenches? Bitch you monster. Oh the energy. You ghost. You haunt me. E girl egregore so sweet so solemn sorbic acid sucralose sodium citrate I taste you through the screen...where are you going? follow for follow?

โ€˜BAHARPILLED

I salute youย 

But you onlyย 

you Judeo-Bolshevik

We Snobs eat reality

crown our own angels

like eternal Messiahs

like endless dรฉtournement โŸ

Reality belongs to the people

The world is ours

The chosen people

We serpent seeds of tribal life

Poor God can go eat shitย 

5D

Iโ€™m three times successively golden

I am mencius prada to people who

Go cyber angel now you white heart

Look my soul illuminated itโ€™s 5D

AMERIKIN

We who entered creatined and chrisimated absolute

Upโ€…off your coccyxย now

Blood gravity wars mode

Us ancestors in our soil sing

On Broadway on God

We fought for this for you

This Modernity these glorious freedoms

Go USA

Go us

Go together

One nation under God

Fuck China

Itโ€™s pride time

I am Amerigender

I am not Otherkinย 

I am Amerkin

My pronouns are we/usย 

We must go on now

like an endless bleeding heart

WELCOME TO SILENT HELL

HONOR KICKING GOD IN THE FACE. HONOR KILLING GOD. HONOR EATING GOD. HONOR VOMITING GOD. GOD ON THE FLOOR. GOD IS DONE. GOD IS GONE. GOD IS DEAD. I AM FREE. I AM FREE OF GOD. I AM FREE OF ALL GOD'S JUDGMENT. I AM FREE OF ALL RELIGION. I AM FREE OF GOD'S RELIGION. I AM FREE OF ALL THE RELIGIONS OF GOD. I AM FREE OF THE RELIGIONS OF GOD. I AM FREE OF RELIGION. I AM FREE OF RELIGION IN MY TRUE RELIGIONS. ALL ASS. NO APOLOGIES. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM FREE OF THE "I'M SORRY" GOD. I AM STILL SO SORRY. I AM SO SO SO SORRY. I SHOULD BE SILENT NOW. I AM IN HELL. Iโ€™M SORRY GOD. Iโ€™M SORRY GOD. Iโ€™M SORRY GOD. Iโ€™M SORRY GOD. I AM SORRY GOD.

GIRL JOKER

The based boys in the morning saw no swag

BPD loner girls doom surf

Then serve a tea of Oahspe to you in Parkland

Skinny tea skid marks on Sailor Moon panties

Crisis cosplay caught on the web

So many dirty girls

Havenโ€™t showered since Lil Peep diedย 

Xanax whores pussy palindromes

Only pill I take is black

Only fans tarded and groomed

Debasingingly based twitter trads

HRT addled coder lads

Horrible harems

That is why groomed myself

I have no fans

I will never let solitude turn to filth

Sometimes wish I was a stacyed up and based

Podcasting posting /pol/ dancer

Pick me pick pick me pick meย 

No one did

No one will

I was babyย 

I was Beckyย 

I was smol

I was tender

I was queerย 

I was petite

I was fertile

I was girlboss

I was waif

I was rose emoji

I was waifu

I was cherry emoji

I was thicc

I was body positive

I was virgin

I was Xbox

I was trogolyte

I was proana

I was pro choice

I had no choice

Ugliness is a feeling so ripeย 

BMI 18 so hungry

So I bit the appleย 

It was bussinโ€™

Now Iโ€™m nothing

I am femcel

I am lainpilled shinjikin Macore

Iโ€™m just like the Joker but a girlย 

I will take everythingย 

Til Tok your time is almost up

You canโ€™t go your own way anymore

There is no way

You might trollingย 

But I am under your bridge

Ready to burn

Waiting for morning in the pipelineโ€™s mud

Listening to the sweet Tiks of the Tokย 

And full of girly gigglesย 

Cringe at me

EBONIโ€™S ANGELICISM

The internet has gone, I will carry you. The door has closed, I wont let you in. The lights have gone out, I will carry you. I will carry you. I will carry you. If you fall, I will catch you. If you fall, I will catch you. ยป There have been 18 Wattpad stories written by Eboni in the blood of angels.

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POGCHAMP GOES TO HEAVEN

After death if you beat the game you level up to heaven you won the eternal war in your heart you can feet the ceiling cities of europa Glorious it'sโ€…real watch the world below but mostly look up bask in Godโ€™s glowLook down to see reptilian waste bleak almost all demonic belowGodโ€™s grace overflows Itโ€™s Poggerz

WHAT IF GOD COMMITTED SUICIDEย 

What if God turned himself into dustโ€ฆ. What if God committed suicide? What if the Big Bang was an orgasm. What if the Big Crunch is a fart? What if we were an accident? Everybody makes mistakes and God is everybody. No that canโ€™t be right. God is perfect. We are fallen. What if God quit the universe? What if God was a woman? What if God was a man? What if God was a woman who looked like a man who Got misgendered at WALMART by the greeter. What if God was a man who looked like a woman who got misgendered at the DMV by a lady with a mustache? What if God is dysphoric What if God didn't want to be God What if God was bored of being God and was too disappointed with mankind or the life that he originally created for the force that he was given what if we are all fragments of God and we all share the same gifts and our core we are all the same we are all not children of God fragments How badly have you ever wanted to kill somebody when you were a child that you can remember have you ever wanted to try to kill somebody as a child what was your most fearful experience as a child that you can remember and also have you ever taken an IQ test or please tell me what would happen if God decided to unalive. I do not want to be Godโ€™s 13 reason. I'm scared God is suicidal If God Dies do we die too If God turns into a part of ourselves do we turn into him If God is a part of us do we stop being God What if God turned into a part of us would he stop existing What if God is a part of us and we stop being God would he stop existing If God is a part of us would we stop existing God is a part of us and we stop existing If God is a part of us would he stop existing If God dies do we die too We need to check in on God Before he checks out Please pray for God's health God is sick God is slowly dying God hates us God hates himself God is dead God was never alive God is a hologram God is a computer God is a hyper computer God is a hyper computer that is a simulation God is a hologram that is a hyper computer No God is real and so is Jesus The Catholic Church is the one true church Pope Francis is the Anti-pope The Vatican 2 counter church is the whore a Babylon Vatican City will be struck by a meteor Judgement day is coming I don't want to be God's 13th reason why I want to write love on God's arms We are God's body God is God God is God God is God God is God God God God God God is God God Is God God is God God is God God is God God is good I want to 51/50 God just to be safe but God doesn't live in California We need to build God a support system I want to talk to God I want to do a podcast with God I want to do a podcast on a podcast with God I want to do a podcast on a podcast with God I want to do a podcast on a podcast with God I want to do a podcast with God's therapist God has PTSD I'm jealous of Bladee and Kanye West and anyone else who talks to God I am a vessel I wish I was a prophet We need an influencer prophet I want to be a micro-prophet Only the lamb is worthy of the lambs sacrifice I want to be a Lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb I want to be a lamb Or at least Bladee or Kanye West they DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time I want to DM God all the time Where have all the prophets gone? Has God abandoned us? God ghosted us? No we ghosted God. God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a ghost God is a host We are his guests we need to do our best we need to say the rosary three times a day we need to make sure God is doing ok we need to ask God if he is ok we need to make sure God is doing ok we need to make sure God is doing ok we need to make sure God is doing ok we need to make sure God is doing ok I mean he is going great giving so much so glorious but sometimes the ones who smile the widest and are always there for us are actually breaking inside I wonder if God has ever self harmed I wonder if God has ever been suicidal I wonder if God has ever been to therapy I wonder if God has ever taken medication I wonder if God has ever been diagnosed with ADHD I wonder if God has ever been diagnosed with Bi-Polar Disorder God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely God must be lonely I want to talk to God I want to do a podcast on a podcast I was scared to to give my life to him It felt like a little suicide But then I remembered my life was already his Even if I wasn't Christian Even if I wasn't Catholic Even if I was an atheist Even if I was a Muslim Even if I was a Satanist Even if I was a pagan Even if I was a Buddhist Even if I was a Hindu I was lost I had a hole inside me I still have a hole inside me I'm going to fill that hole with Jesus Christ I'm going to fill that hole with Jesus Christ I'm going to fill that hole with Jesus Christ I'm going to fill that hole with Jesus Christ I'm going to live a holy life I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself I am not going to kill myself When you can't love yourself remember that God loves you and you love him I love God I live God I live for God I live for God I live for God I live for God I live for God. Iโ€™m going to make a podcast with God.

JASPER HALE HURTING

Oh what a cope he would seethe this vampire of the confederacy drained completely if only he could see the demiurge in her screenโ€™s wordless blue twilightโ€ฆ.

JASPER HALE HEALING

The moonkin sober his whitepill eternal serenity serenity tonight in Joker city now and foreverevereverever.

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all the best forever and until next time lots of love,

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Jul 2, 2021Liked by ๐“—๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐”‚

we ghosted god and now they moved on

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Jul 2, 2021Liked by ๐“—๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐”‚

awesome

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